i searched in memory and at last found myself surprised at what was brought back. here is what i used to be. once, i was simply a creature of schedules. that means i was so well planned a girl that i was entirely loyal to everything arranged.every day you caught me as busy as a diligent ant and it was true that i actually enjoy the full and colorful life led which in other's eyes was utterly a dull and routine mode. i would not make any compromises to change the plans plans about study, plans about future, and plans about love.

　　to some degree, i deliberately avoided being hit by the current of love for fear that it might destroy my perfectly planned life. i did not expect its arrival. i didn't expect its power so magic and influential. and i certainly didn't expect its coming accompanied with the purest feelings of blessing.

　　tall, straight and shining that is my boyfriend. that was the way he came to me: "how do you do? we are from the same high school. i am two grades senior,do you know?" he greeted me in a confident and gentle manner, and his hairstyle impressed me deeply.

　　later on, the life pattern which i strictly stick to has been gradually affected by his moving behaviors. none of a day will i find him absent from waiting outside my dorm to pick me up to classroom. none of a night will end without our heated and joyful chat. gradually, i was incredibly thrown to cultivate a fresh view on the surroundings which didn't seem as burdening as expetted. i began to adjust myself to enjoy the peaceful pace of life.

　　and so it goes, the sweet, joyful and romantic freshman year, a year with love that changed my way to live.